thank you. i kind of hate you for it. but thank you anyways. i was really surprised and shocked you put all that together for me. you know for the past few weeks..months.. i felt shitty. it’s not your fault really.. but i lost that spark in you. the thing that i fell for. and right now i have no idea/ cant name a single thing about what to think of you anymore. do you notice i never say ‘i love you’ first? that’s because i honestly can’t say that i do. i feel like i like you- a lot. i’m sorry. i felt crappy knowing that you do so much for me, and you can’t go on without me. i hate that. i stopped wanting to give you those strong tight hugs and kisses. i didn’t want to lead you on or keep you interested.. i tried to push you away but you just come straight back up. it killed me. it still does. when i saw you today i wanted to cry in your arms and punch you in the face. i just can’t. i am scared to go on any further.. any further.. just leading you on. i am just making it worst.. someone who cares and loves for me not knowing that they dont feel the same at all. yup, that’s me. why do you do all these stuff for me.. i dont want you to care any more. please move on. please. i honestly don’t think youre that one person to go on forever with. we’re still so young. i want to meet new people. im sorry i made it lead on to a year. when i don’t love you. i know you won’t forgive me. i’m sorry for falling for you in the first place. i shouldn’t have anyways- i can’t believe i did. then you found out and now here we are. in this stupid relationship where everything is kinda like a lie. i’m sorry. i really am. i just can’t anymore. i wish we stayed friends instead. you know? i dont want to be cuddly anymore or all that stuff.. i don’t want to write you cheezy shit anymore.. that’s weird for best friends. i know you won’t talk to me after this anymore. i’m sorry for taking a huge chunk of your life and turning it all to lies. i hate myself. i don’t love myself. therefore i can’t love anyone else,you. i kind of want to just move and run away from all of this and start a new- where i know what to do and predict all of this from happening again. i was so stupid- but i still am.. to let this all pass by.
i’m sorry i fell for you. i wish i didn’t.
Christmas is over, but I promised a new giveaway for my tumblr users. I gave and mailed out Christmas gifts to my friends around the world from roleplay already, and these are gifts that were left over that I simply didn’t have time or the money to send out Christmas week. I realized how happy giveaways make people, so here’s another! Also, I have a KPOP album give away I’m doing, so go check that out too!
PRIZES:
- Either a cow or giraffe kigurumi animal pajamaGUIDELINES:
- Likes and reblogs all count. There’s no limit on either.
- No giveaway blogs though, please.
- Must be following me.
- Shipping is worldwide!
- There will be three winners, the first winner I select from a # generator will get to choose whatever pajama they want first, the second what’s left over, and so on. I have one cow pajama and two giraffes.
- The winners will be messaged on February 1st, so have askboxes open. I’ll wait only three days for a response back, since last time it was a train wreck on waiting. THE GIVEAWAY ENDS ON FEBRUARY 1ST.
MY GIVEAWAY LINK DISSAPPEARED!!!!!
SO HERE’S THE GIVE AWAY AGAIN GUYS!!!!!!!
What’s included:
Iphone 4s- $100
Rue 21 ETC perfume- $15.00
DOC MARTENS- $130
Iphone case- $25.00
IN TOTAL THIS GIVE AWAY IS WORTH $270.00 IN MERCH.
I PREVIOUSLY GAVE A VERY LARGE LIST AS TO WHY I’M GIVING THESE AWAY BUT MY OLD GIVEAWAY LINK GOT DELETED SO JUST MESSAGE ME IF YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW (:
WHAT DO I DO?!
- No likes
- Must get a good amount of notes (already had about 3k) so more than 3k
- MUST BE FOLLOWING http://leading-blind-bats.tumblr.com
THIS GIVEAWAY ISN’T OVER UNTIL JANUARY 23RD 12:00AM EST.I WILL SHIP FREE TO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD!GOGOOGOGOG
Read on to realize that this is a REAL giveaway and please READ THE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY!
CANON EOS 450D:
- 12.2-megapixel CMOS sensor.
- 14-bit analog to digital signal conversion
- 3.0-inch (76 mm) LCD monitor
- Live View mode
- Built-in flash
- Auto lighting optimiser
- Highlight tone priority
- ISO 100–1600 (separate ISO button feature similar to the Canon EOS-1D professional series)
- Continuous drive up to 3.5 frame/s (53 images (JPEG), 6 images (RAW))
- File Formats include: JPEG, RAW (14-bit, Canon original, 2nd edition)
- RAW and large JPEG simultaneous recording
- USB 2.0 computer interface
- LP-E5 battery
- Approximate weight 0.475 kg
How to win:
- Reblog (no likes!) this page. You can reblog as many as you like.
- Make sure you follow my blog: http://heartiebelle.tumblr.com
- Make sure your askbox is activated so I can contact you if you won.
- I ship internationally!More questions? Feel free to ask me right here!
WINNER WILL BE PICKED AT RANDOM ON 14/10/2012
Good luck and happy reblogging! :)Not convinced?
If you want to know all the details why I’m giving this away or if you want to know the motivation behind it, you can always ask me and I will surely give you a decent answer.PLEASE CHECK MY GIVEAWAYS FAQ HERE BEFORE YOU ASK A QUESTION!
YOU MUST COMPLETE THE RULES, OTHERWISE THERE’S NO CHANCE OF WINNING.
Read on to realize that this is a REAL giveaway and please READ THE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY!
CANON EOS 450D:
- 12.2-megapixel CMOS sensor.
- 14-bit analog to digital signal conversion
- 3.0-inch (76 mm) LCD monitor
- Live View mode
- Built-in flash
- Auto lighting optimiser
- Highlight tone priority
- ISO 100–1600 (separate ISO button feature similar to the Canon EOS-1D professional series)
- Continuous drive up to 3.5 frame/s (53 images (JPEG), 6 images (RAW))
- File Formats include: JPEG, RAW (14-bit, Canon original, 2nd edition)
- RAW and large JPEG simultaneous recording
- USB 2.0 computer interface
- LP-E5 battery
- Approximate weight 0.475 kg
How to win:
- Reblog (no likes!) this page. You can reblog as many as you like.
- Make sure you follow my blog: http://heartiebelle.tumblr.com
- Make sure your askbox is activated so I can contact you if you won.
- I ship internationally!More questions? Feel free to ask me right here!
WINNER WILL BE PICKED AT RANDOM ON 14/10/2012
Good luck and happy reblogging! :)Not convinced?
If you want to know all the details why I’m giving this away or if you want to know the motivation behind it, you can always ask me and I will surely give you a decent answer.PLEASE CHECK MY GIVEAWAYS FAQ HERE BEFORE YOU ASK A QUESTION!
YOU MUST COMPLETE THE RULES, OTHERWISE THERE’S NO CHANCE OF WINNING.
Read on to realize that this is a REAL giveaway and please READ THE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY!
CANON EOS 450D:
- 12.2-megapixel CMOS sensor.
- 14-bit analog to digital signal conversion
- 3.0-inch (76 mm) LCD monitor
- Live View mode
- Built-in flash
- Auto lighting optimiser
- Highlight tone priority
- ISO 100–1600 (separate ISO button feature similar to the Canon EOS-1D professional series)
- Continuous drive up to 3.5 frame/s (53 images (JPEG), 6 images (RAW))
- File Formats include: JPEG, RAW (14-bit, Canon original, 2nd edition)
- RAW and large JPEG simultaneous recording
- USB 2.0 computer interface
- LP-E5 battery
- Approximate weight 0.475 kg
How to win:
- Reblog (no likes!) this page. You can reblog as many as you like.
- Make sure you follow my blog: http://heartiebelle.tumblr.com
- Make sure your askbox is activated so I can contact you if you won.
- I ship internationally!More questions? Feel free to ask me right here!
WINNER WILL BE PICKED AT RANDOM ON 14/10/2012
Good luck and happy reblogging! :)Not convinced?
If you want to know all the details why I’m giving this away or if you want to know the motivation behind it, you can always ask me and I will surely give you a decent answer.PLEASE CHECK MY GIVEAWAYS FAQ HERE BEFORE YOU ASK A QUESTION!
YOU MUST COMPLETE THE RULES, OTHERWISE THERE’S NO CHANCE OF WINNING.
